299. Love versus ego

Are we talking about the same thing? The love I am talking about indeed has so many qualities. It has strength because its source is endless. It is fearless because it knows. It does not need walls being built because it is both in and outside the walls. It gives of itself and so to itself. With love our mind is not focusing with a narrowed point of view, as each emotion has gathered only to its liking and anything else it blocks out or moves to another emotion if it feels it cannot feed of itself any longer. Ego, the great illusionist uses all it has collected, very subtle, it fears to be brought to light. It will say, you tried, but I (you) can’t so you prove him right and your believe in him even more. He made you believe you are him, but you are that spark of love in which you must find your life.

Evolution is a term to define only one organism and that’s the self. The self is the universe, the self is the alpha and omega, God and infinity, and that’s the only thing that evolves because we are all part of the self. Nothing goes through an evolutionary process alone or without direct benefit to the whole. So when you begin to think that there’s this controlling elite, this controlling hand behind the curtains leading the planet to destruction…

When you think the end is near, the apocalypse, Armageddon, and when you think we as a species are doomed, it is not they, it is you that brought this about, and for a very good reason. You are evolving. Stop blaming everybody and everything else. Quit panicking about global tyranny and natural disaster and pay attention, because the world is telling you something; it tells you exactly what is wrong with you and how to fix it. The ego is the greatest trickster and makes you believe you are him. You don’t see him because he uses you as its vehicle, it makes his thoughts yours, it hides itself within its walls, makes its feeling yours. Ego is the junky, he will lie, cheat and kill to save itself. It thrives on anything it can reflect itself upon. Most do not realise that they are willingly led to the slaughter house. You do not realise that the moment you identify with the emotion your viewpoint is greatly diminished as each emotion is a separation from the whole. Ego conditions everything, I had this and remember it made me feel good. So feeling good is now connected to what you had, so when ego recognizes something else it had, sadness that was experienced it connects it to having lost what it had then, desire is born, more links are made, the more it feeds you with thoughts and feelings and each time ego rules you.

You see it ego’s way, you are feeding it and so draining your life’s energy, because the flame which is pure light only gets back a little part at most. The fragmented parts called emotions which are incomplete block the pure light to reach home. The flame of life in you eventually diminishes to the point it cannot support this body any more. He made those attachments and made you believe him to be you. And because of it he judges himself to be ruler, calls himself master. He will even say he can see ego, in exchange for another emotion, making you believe, which is easy if you listen and kling on to the thoughts he has given you, because he can only survive in darkness, the place you least expect, the heart, the Mercy seat where the King would sit. He was the thief that came in the night, he breaks up the light, the centre of feeling, from wholeness instead of separation.

If you regain your will power, through discovering this truth about the nature of ego, how he can only recognize of itself through the separation he created, connecting emotional incomplete feelings to thoughts, to outer images, projecting himself into the future. By making you focus forward to continue to feed the need of incomplete light, as to whole light that gives all, and if this could flow wholly then it returns to itself whole. Ego does not mind what emotion it gets fed through, he will feed you carrots.

Imagine an emotion as a single film frame, while the whole film is rolled out for you, then you could see an emotion as a narrow viewpoint unable to see the bigger picture, that what led to it and where it was leading to.

Yes you have to reclaim your place on the throne, become masters again, rulers over the kingdom as God intended. To do so, you must become aware of each thought which is not that of your own, not to get attached, letting them pass your light of love of truth and compassion which grows in strength by practising this letting go of attachments to what ego feeds you to drain your life’s energy. To be the observer and make the best of choices if required on what you know from your level of love, compassion and continue to strive to its perfection of disconnection from ego by remaining to be your highest of love and compassion in each moment so he does not sneak in and make you identify with him again. Remember he gave you free will, you are free to give it to ego or to God. God gives you all you will ever need, ego doesn’t care what it gives you as long as it can live through you. Ego likes little secrets, ego likes bad thoughts while he causes them to arise. He also wants you to feel bad so you suppress them, so eventually by being kept in the dark he can influence you because the conscious connection is lost and kept from the clarity of unification, the light that sees through egos ways. I have told you to take one such moment in your past that had a strong emotional attachment to the event and practise your detachment of emotions of that moment, by being the observer the bee/helicopter view. This bee is the quality of that King, the love and compassion, then it is the Kings light that rules. But before the King is ready to rule he must first be born and grow into a prince. If your belief has grown through the practise and experience of these truths in you then your actions will be accordingly. True ego will see reasons to act egoless because if you are attached to him he can make you believe anything it wishes but the experience that has shown you in the experiences of these past blind spots of your past will give you the determination, through a knowing now stronger than a belief to remain aware in every moment in all you do in daily life, consciously doing the very best from a heart purifying. And in that clarity as loving bee all that he causes to rise is cleared by your growing light.

Remember your ability to look beyond ego’s limited point of view coincides with the ability to look within. And that your belief system is expressed in your actions. Ego might fool you to believe that gathered knowledge is identical to experienced insight and even step on a throne that doesn’t belong to him. But the light will eventually reveal its true nature.

Ego: I would recognize ego. Trust me. Ego: in case it gets close to being discovered, I will offer some up to gain strength in another. Ego: I have given value to each word and each image and as long as I can make them believe they are me, I will rule them and the world, I will play victim or victor, but they are still my masks. Ego: when I can continue them to point at others as the source of suffering, then they do not come looking for me.

The latest science discoveries show that while you think you make a choice, the choice was already made as far as 6 seconds before in the subconscious. But they still see through ego and therefore need external things to prove and understand inner things. If one looks with its heart as described at a past experience, with your present insight, you become aware that it still seeks in accordance with its older point of view. By looking with that love and detachment of the emotion you see more clearly, letting go of thoughts, not clinging onto them, you will see a little beyond the narrow-mindedness of the emotional masks and so come to experience the observer of it differs from these masks, that through this practise the reality sinks in that through this attachment and identification you were its slave. A next stage is a letting go of these external images, just like you practise to let go of thoughts, this reveals and brings an awareness of what these scientists discovered in the following video, the process that leads to this I awareness but it only reveals the process, neurones firing, difference in a sleeping and waking state etc. and this self-awareness that is attached to duality, to this body and mind. But in the next stage your vision widens further and starts to see the structure beyond all these causes and effects upon which all takes place. An ever letting go that starts to include more and more until one is whole again.

The Secret You – BBC Horizon Documentary




Moshiya van den Broek